Among all the things I had to finish today, I spent a couple of minutes questioning myself. About what I really want, what I can do, and what I will fulfill.
Although I dont like to admit it, there are bumps and obstacles on the road, and every time I run into one of them, the tires of my car get worn down a little bit. And when my confidence becomes too little to bolster the weight on my shoulder, life suddenly looks gloomy and unpleasant. So I have to stop, take a deep breath, and calm down my disorganized thoughts.
I remember that once before, I used to tell you to hold on to your belief, no matter how difficult it gets. It isn't that easy after all, and I shouldn't speak like that again. When trouble comes in, it disturbs all the plans I've made, and my resolve shatters so easily like a sheet of glass. If I lose my motivation, time slips away quickly, and when I finally wake up again, there's nothing to do but regret. I've had enough of that, and now it's time for a change.
If plans are not meant to work out, then I'll just stop making them altogether. All I can remember is that I made a promise to you to come back, when it's all said and done. A promise is a promise. As I think of this, it feels like I am injected with new life force, and I can keep going with a refreshed mind and body. Thank you for giving me this strength.
It's the end of february, and the lovely seasons are already waving to us. Just a little big longer, we'll be able to enjoy the best time of the year. So try your best, to live your life with a sweet smile.