Sweet times, without saying "I Love You"

I guess the terrible thing is, for the first time, we encountered a problem since that day, and it took us quite some time.
The good thing, on the other hand, is we really solved this problem, and now we're back on track. Maybe not quite as where we were, but all we need, is heading in the right direction.
And this is how I should be convinced: give me a decent reason, and I'll change my mind. It might take some time, I might have to struggle a bit to subdue my own impulse and irrationality, but all I need is a sound reason.
I thought about it too, actually. If this is going to last for a long time, then there's no need, and it doesn't help to rush things. Maybe it is like building a skyscraper. We're given a couple of years to complete the project. We can either build it bit by bit, checking every step as we go along to make things are in order; or we can go really fast and build it up in 3 months, but only to find the structure is full of flaws and we need to go back and fix everything up. If it takes the same amount of time, why don't we go slow but steadily? I'm still happy about where we are right now, but I want to make sure of everything as we go. When we reach the completion, I want both of us satisfied with what we have done along the way. A problem like today's might come up often, and I'll fix every one of them before moving on.
And about that. I'd just say it's a misunderstanding, because now that I thought about it, I never seriously doubted you for a second. All that happened is an idea flicked in my brain, and I was caught up in it at the time. I'm sorry for being unreasonable sometimes, but when it happens, could you just indulge me for a moment, and assure me again of your faith in me? I hope I'm not asking too much, and honestly, I feel bad for every time I'm being a foolish kid who questions many things I shouldn't ask of. Thank you for what you've done; your kind thought is as valuable as yourself to me.
Every time when the dark cloud disperses, the sky will be clear as ever. There won't be any of those 3 words tomorrow, but I'm sure, it will be just as sweet, if not better than, as any other days we have spent together. There's a point I want to make, and it is that what matters the most isn't just what we say to each other, but moreover, what we do for each other. Take care, and tomorrow I'll let you smile even more, honey.

I guess not writing this blog made me rusty a bit. Sitting in front of the screen, my fingers are poised to tap some keys, but then, I really have no idea what to talk about.
Everything just happened so quickly, and life has been busy too. I'm glad we're finally here now, but a little time to reflect all what we did would be nice...guess we'll do that along the way? After all, you can't go into every exam totally prepared, and there are questions we'll just have to answer as we move on.
Well, as busy as it is, I'm off to make lunch. I didn't expect my life would be something like this, but it doesn't feel bad at all once it turns out to be this way. There're plenty of time for the 2 of us together, and I'll try to make everyday of it full of joy for you.
Can't wait to see you again, and hold you tight one more time.

Sitting in front of a blank page, I guess it's the worst nightmare for someone in need of writing something. Thw entire whiteness simply looks devilish, and maybe it's best to let out some of the emotion inside, before I get back into the mess.
I can see ahead of me, all the good days when these couple of weeks is over. I turn around and look behind, most of the bumps on the road are already fading away. Is it the moment of desperation, full of hope yet surrounded by hopelessness? I wonder if what they say is true. I don't want to fall off the cliff at the last minute, so please, don't put a broken bridge in front of the final destination.
There's something called entropy in this world, which never goes away and keeps adding more to itself. I guess it's just another word for listlessness. There's no time to put everything back in order, or am I just excusing myself from doing so? Either way, as my brain gets more dysfunctional, my thinking scattered in pieces, Lord, show me the light to the promised land. If my body and soul can't get there as a whole, then break it apart so at least part of me can reach to it. Sometimes I feel this body is collapsing on me, but keep me moving until the battle is over. I cannot afford to lose to my other self one more time.
I can't see what will happen tomorrow, nor do i care to know. I only understand what needs to be done tonight, at this very moment, so that I may glorify you more. I said that we should not only seek you when I confront hardship, but for every second of my life. So Father, come into me to make me fear nothing.
I said I didn't have the time for you. That may be a true, because in reality, what I can't give you is attention. If I'm worrying about other problems when I'm talking to you, you should be able to tell. That's why I choose to step aside for a while. Maybe it's better this way for now.
I don't want to repeat those words, because I believe you won't forget them. Just trust God with everything you have, and through Him we shall come together once more.