Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Sweet times, without saying "I Love You"

I guess the terrible thing is, for the first time, we encountered a problem since that day, and it took us quite some time.
The good thing, on the other hand, is we really solved this problem, and now we're back on track. Maybe not quite as where we were, but all we need, is heading in the right direction.
And this is how I should be convinced: give me a decent reason, and I'll change my mind. It might take some time, I might have to struggle a bit to subdue my own impulse and irrationality, but all I need is a sound reason.
I thought about it too, actually. If this is going to last for a long time, then there's no need, and it doesn't help to rush things. Maybe it is like building a skyscraper. We're given a couple of years to complete the project. We can either build it bit by bit, checking every step as we go along to make things are in order; or we can go really fast and build it up in 3 months, but only to find the structure is full of flaws and we need to go back and fix everything up. If it takes the same amount of time, why don't we go slow but steadily? I'm still happy about where we are right now, but I want to make sure of everything as we go. When we reach the completion, I want both of us satisfied with what we have done along the way. A problem like today's might come up often, and I'll fix every one of them before moving on.
And about that. I'd just say it's a misunderstanding, because now that I thought about it, I never seriously doubted you for a second. All that happened is an idea flicked in my brain, and I was caught up in it at the time. I'm sorry for being unreasonable sometimes, but when it happens, could you just indulge me for a moment, and assure me again of your faith in me? I hope I'm not asking too much, and honestly, I feel bad for every time I'm being a foolish kid who questions many things I shouldn't ask of. Thank you for what you've done; your kind thought is as valuable as yourself to me.
Every time when the dark cloud disperses, the sky will be clear as ever. There won't be any of those 3 words tomorrow, but I'm sure, it will be just as sweet, if not better than, as any other days we have spent together. There's a point I want to make, and it is that what matters the most isn't just what we say to each other, but moreover, what we do for each other. Take care, and tomorrow I'll let you smile even more, honey.

1 comment:

Ge Ge said...

昨晚又很晚才睡嗎?一定很累吧
我也是呢
倒下去就什麼就不知道了
累慘了

很感謝你的決定
因為你能認同我說的話

At this moment,
我們還有很多事要做,要學才能算到"愛"
so,..maybe the other phrase比較適合
在正確的時間說出那句話的意義比較大吧 (= =||我中文好差...)
Let's looking forward for that moment

你到數第二段在說啥?
我不太懂你指的是??
但是...我不介意你問問題
I am willing to tell you everything I can. If I have something in mind, i'll tell you. However, if you do want to ensure something, then just ask me. ^^
如果我們有不同觀點
那我們再一起討論~^______^