Thursday, April 26, 2007

If it's a cloudy day, do we have a reason to be sad?
If trouble encircles us, should we tremble in fright and fear?
If the road is difficult, is it best if we just stop walking ahead?

All I know is near the end, it's always the most difficult part.

We made it through almost everything, now it seems everything just starts to come after us one by one. I'm tired, my confidence gets wounded, and you over there, must be exhausted as well. I worry about collapsing under the pressure, and you are scared of the other side of yourself. My words get harsher day after day, and your fear adds to itself bit by bit. In front of this final assault, are we going to succumb to the attack and surrender?
But we made it this far. I thought we couldn't keep it up for even a month, but now it's more than 3 months. All this time, we had times of hardship, despair, loss of faith and tears of sadness. But we still stand on our feet today. We survived every challenge.
Were we like this in the beginning? I don't think so. The only reason is that we got stronger as we went along. It wasn't easy at all, but we had faith in each other that we could get past every round. And we did just that.
My heart is still heavy, and I admit this is going to be a long battle. Nonetheless, as I raise up my head, I feel that the morning sunlight isn't too far away. If you're up to it, then take my hand and come with me. Lord will lead us, and nothing shall be in our way. Cast away your doubts, because even if the world turns it back on you, I shall remain by your side.
There is no such thing as a complete fake smile, even if it's made of 99% pretense and 1% true happiness. And it is that 1% honesty that I cherish. Even if it's getting worse, I'll do what I can to make it better. One last thing, stop calling yourself ugly, because you're always a beauty to behold in my eyes.
Trust me a little more, and tomorrow it shall be sunny.

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