End of June

I guess time goes by pretty fast. In a blink of eye, it's been more than a month since I came back home, and in less than 2 months I'll probably be leaving this place once more. Is it the time to do a countdown now?
The enjoyable days always seem kind of short, doesnt it? I thought last summer was a long, painful vacation, because all I did was staying at home and working on small and mindless business. Day after day, it's easy to get sick. But now it feels like we haven't really done anything yet, nearly half of the time is already over.
I don't know when months later and we look back, what we will say about this time. And I can ignore that for now. But there are things I have to think of, and these might not be altogether fun. We need to spend more time and energy on certain things, and if that means taking away some playing time, I'm ready to accept that.
WE talked about this before, and we agreed that one way to glorify our Lord is to do our job to the best of our abilities. Both you and I know that we're still students, and school should come before other activities. I can't say much about you, but I feel like I'm not taking what I'm doing seriously enough. Maybe what I did hindered your progress as well, and I'll look to stop it. We said not to talk about future anymore, but that doesn't mean we should disregard our dreams. I'll keep doing what's necessary towards mine, and hopefully you'll do the same. I don't regret it if things don't really go in the direction we hope for, but I'll feel terribly guilty if I didn't try hard enough to make things happen.
And I'll get serious from now on. Talk to me if you think we're doing too much, or too little. If we're learning to become responsible of ourselves, then let us start from this very moment. Life isn't always easy, and sometimes we cannot take things for granted.
Before the end of June, expect a change in you and me. When the summer sunshine of July comes, I hope our lives will have a brand new look.
Thank you for listening to me, sweety.