Goodbye summer

By the time the rain has been coming down for the third day, I know the summer of this year really came to an end. After this, the temperature will drop quite a bit, and never climb back up again. Summer, I say goodbye to you.
I guess there are seasons in our lives too. You said the honeymoon season was already in the past, and now, we had no choice but to deal with reality once again. You're starting to feel fatigue, and I also understand that. There are many things to face, one after another, and trouble just seems endless. Are we going through our winter time then? If we are, then how long will it take for us to go into summer again?
There are good times in life, as well as bad ones. No one can have the same kind of lifestyle throughout his years, and I certainly don't expect that myself. We were passionate during the summer, had countless good times together, but now we are different. Still, I don't want the old time to just become memory, something we can't have again in our lives. That's why I'm trying so desperately for us to go through the days filled with loneliness and disappointment, even if I'm not doing it the right way, even if we still can't overcome all the hardships. My words often get distorted when they come out of my heart, but I really hope you remember the reason of my almost excessive care. When I'm not around, I feel like I need to make sure you are okay on your own. Now I have told you I will no longer tell you what to do and leave the responsibility to yourself. I will be worried from time to time, but I've decided that it will make our lives easier, and from now on, what comes out of my mouth will not hurt you anymore. When the two of us are apart, what you need most isn't constant criticism, but love and care. And I'll always remember that. It's really my hope that it will take us back to the old days, when you were happy to talk to me and I'm delight to hear your voice.
So as Í try to find my way out of this rainy season, I will send you a silent prayer everyday, and comfort you every time you need consolation. I'll be good, and when the summer comes again, baby, I'll make sure, that you will smile with joy, like we alway did in the past. Baby I'm sorry that right now I can't be with you on your side, but I still believe we're connected by heart. I love you, and I believe I can do it in a way that you like the best. I said I will not let you be disappointed, and I really mean every word that I've told you. I'll work hard, to make both our lives better than those sweet days from the past. Our hope, our promises, I remember every one of them. You are my most precious gift, and I will cherish you forever. This cold weather has lasted long enough, and I'll find the missing sun, then put it back in our sky, and warm you from the bottom of your heart. I can't, and will not stop loving you.