I think maybe I've been complaining too much about the weather now. Well, I never wanted to think of myself as a whiner, butt occasionally, I have to admit that I'm bothered by too many trivial things.
I don't control things like weather, and really, nothing about it shouldn't concern me too much. So what if I just had a cloudy morning, a warm afternoon, and perhaps a raining night later on? Life stays the same, and I'll do whatever that has to be done. There's nothing good or bad about rain and cloud; what really tips off this neutrality is my own interpretation. I had wished that it would remain this warm until winter break so that you don't have to suffer from the cold snowing days. But even if the whole world is covered with ice, we'll just deal with it in some other way, and I'll just figure out how to keep you warm. Hope you still remember that some time ago, I told you that if your sky is raining, I'll just draw up a sun and put it up, so you can have the warm light all day long.
The world changes every moment, and so does everyone who lives in it. There are something however, that remains the same no matter how much time it passes. Between you and me, you already know my words, and they do not need to be repeated. You worry about me changing into a different person years from now on, and I do not blame you. But just remember, it's always most important to me that you are happy, not just now, or some time in the future, but every moment in your life. Five months passed and I know it won't be easy, but I never forgot about it, and will always do my best. I can do this all for a simple reason, and you know what it is. If what you want is me being unchanging about everything of you, then I will be the same person all along.
Clouds float over again, sparkling under the setting sun. It sure looks like rainy tonight. Even so, it's a wonderful view, and I hope you are right here with me to enjoy this. It feels like the sun is shining through the dark clouds, no matter how thick they are. I think it'll be the same for us; we can go through all the troubles to reach where we want to be, as long as we have faith in each other like we do now.
When I think of the old days, it can get a bit sentimental, because I clearly remember how happy and carefree we were. But then we start to face the reality, and life can't stay simple as it was. Unhappy moments took place, and we were disappointed, or even mad at each other from time to time. I always thought that I could care for you better, yet why did I make you cry?
If I'm to change, then let me always change for the better. If I can, I'd create a paradise just for you. If I need to treasure you more, then I'll pray to God and let Him make me better. It's one of the best wonders to have you in my life, and my pledge to you will remain for the rest of our days on earth.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
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