On this quiet Christmas eve, I'm left alone once again.
Remember what I said before? When I'm all by myself, I just can't help thinking about you.
I know I'm still too young and naive, and I admit I have no idea where to go next, but, I guess there's no penalty in just thinking. And it's just interesting to self-reflect: now I look at you with a calm heart, I just can't find any reason to keep myself up with you. I mean, you and I are just too incompatible with each other, yet there's still something unclear, something I can't quite grasp within myself. I don't know what will happen next, but even if this whole drama comes to a mediocre ending, if I am to reason with myself, I don't have any cause to feel sad. Maybe it's you're just as ordinary as everyone else, and I like that plain side of you.
It's true I sometimes can get lost in meditating about strange ideas, but that's just the other half of my personality. And you can't blame a Gemini for doing this; it's something we're born with. But when the situation grants it, I can get as pragmatic as a person can ever do. That's why I chose not to stay behind, but go on with my life. I know staying with you might actually increase our time together, but I'll never be able to fully grow up like that. And I choose to mature. I don't know if I can make it in time back to you, and I really don't care, for this is the path I decide to take, and even you can't have a say to this. I will still treat you as a friend, though, so rest assured, because I trust you'll do just as fine on your own, much as I always do.
I feel regretted that I haven't been able to come up with something pleasing to your ears, and you know I'm always clumsy with words, especially in a moment like this. But there's just something, and I think you already know it, yet I'll say it again: have fun in every day of your life, and until we meet again, let us lock this up, and get on with this world.
I see Lord's light shining up in the sky, and may his warmth embrace you and me. On this peaceful night, I deliver this wish to you on your journey: may His love be with you, no matter where you are. Merry Christmas.