What I know is that eventually, a crossroad will be waiting there for me. What I don't know is it seems I'm already there now.
I used to play computer games and in all those rpg ones, mazes are unavoidable. I have to figure out ways to get out of it, or otherwise I get stuck in it forever. When you come across a choice, you don't know where it leads to, and if it's the right direction. You won't realize you're at a dead end unless you reach there. Sometimes when you jump up to look across, the exit is only one wall away. But don't be too delighted yet, because you may as well be at the farthest point away. You can drill a hole in the wall to make a shortcut, but that breaks the rules.
It would be nice to be able to drill through the wall though. But in the maze of life, you can't do so unless you travel back in time. If you're not smart enough to manage such a feat, which I certainly can't, it's better to look for alternatives, even if it means going back to the origin and starting over.
As I am about to leave you behind, the choice is already made and we both know it. If you can take it as nothing more than a daily occurence, then so will I. I can't, and I'm not going to forget this story between us, because I don't make decisions by a whim of mind. If we have to cut off the storyline, then that's what I'll do. Remember my promise? I won't give up creating miracles, but only if you still possess the will to continue. If my purpose is taken away, then I'll write my future from scratch again, only with a different person this time, or possibly, me alone.
It feels awkward to be in an ambiguous situation like this, and I will clear any suspence very soon. I don't reject the probability of parallel universes, but they will come to one end down the road. When the moment of truth arrives, let us pray God will grant his grace to us still, as his love remains eternal and ever inspiring.