I said I was always going to be honest with you, and today is no exception.
When you told me the truth just now, in fact, I felt a little glad. I can't come up with a clear reason for this, but somehow, it feels like I am not a bystander anymore, but playing a role in your life now. I don't care if I'm the most insignificant character, or only a stage cleaner, but as long as I can contribute to the success of the whole drama, I guess it's enough for me to go through any kind of trouble. You're one of the people I cherish very much, and I've already given my reasons. Nonetheless, just like you said, if you lean on me too much, then the result will be that you can't stand on your feet, which is something neither of us want. I said I would keep doing the same, and so I will. I'll give you a hand whenever it's necessary, so don't be afraid, because I'm the backup right behind, and I believe I'm reliable enough. But in the presence of hardship, I would like you to attempt to deal with it on your own; only by doing this, you can truly become what you always dream to be. Happiness is only achieved by putting efforts into it. I think that's what you tried to say, and that's what I always want to believe.
I know the time left is not very much now. There's a thousand words I want to say, there's a thousand things I want to do, but too bad, time's up, and the opportunity is gone. So I will just keep all of them inside, and when another time comes, I'll pick them out one by one, weave them into a story, and narrate it to you. You know I'm clumsy at story-telling, but I'll make it as lovely as possible, for after you've gone through the dark clouds, you deserve a reward that is pleasing and memorable.
While I'm not here, may Lord be with you every moment. Amen.